Believe

While watching episode 13 of Grey’s Anatomy’s season 8, titled IF/THEN, a quote from Meredith Grey struck me.

“Your LIFE is a gift. Accept it. No matter how screwed up or painful it seems to be. Some things are going to work out as if they were destined to happen. As if they were just meant to be.”

And I was like “Was Meredith talking to me?”

I was feeling a little depressed earlier today because for three weeks of searching and applying, I haven’t found a job for me yet and not being busy just makes me sad.

I am the kind of person who likes to help other people may it be for their work or anything else. I enjoy doing things knowing that I am accomplishing something. It makes me feel alive and worthy.

So being home alone and not having to do anything at all only makes me over analyze and over think of my life and my future.

You may think that I sound so depressing. But don’t get me wrong, I am a person who always look at the brighter side of everything it’s just that when I woke up today, I suddenly felt low.

But after watching the episode, Meredith’s statement made me realize something.

Life is just happening the way it should be. Even if I do not know all the reasons behind every single thing that happens. I just need to believe.

xoxo,

CKB

Colorful

Yesterday afternoon, my best bud Naiz and I decided to visit a thrift shop after a stressful job hunting.

She was in search for a denim vest and a jacket with big buttons and I was just riding along not having a clue on what to find.

But after an hour or so of searching and going through multiple racks of clothing, we didn’t find any denim vest or anything like it. 😦 Instead, Naiz decided to buy three items, a striped sweater, a lightweight denim longsleeved polo and a nice light brown blazer. Wasn’t able to take pictures though. Maybe she’ll blog about it soon.

As for me, I found a colorful plaid longsleeved polo which really fits me well.

I was so happy I found an item this comfy.

I even posted it in my instagram account as soon as I arrived home. That’ how excited I am. Haha! 🙂 If you have an instagram account, you can follow me there too! (Username: babeekae)

xoxo,

CKB

Testing

My first official blog entry here at wordpress. 🙂

I am not really a great writer. Some people even told me that I cannot express myself clearly at times.

So this is me trying to develop my weakness. I am here to express my thoughts and feelings about random things and share to you my experiences as I get by my life from day to day.

I hope blogging will help me express myself a little more and gain some confidence in talking to other people.

Bye for now!

CKB