While watching episode 13 of Grey’s Anatomy’s season 8, titled IF/THEN, a quote from Meredith Grey struck me.

“Your LIFE is a gift. Accept it. No matter how screwed up or painful it seems to be. Some things are going to work out as if they were destined to happen. As if they were just meant to be.”

And I was like “Was Meredith talking to me?”

I was feeling a little depressed earlier today because for three weeks of searching and applying, I haven’t found a job for me yet and not being busy just makes me sad.

I am the kind of person who likes to help other people may it be for their work or anything else. I enjoy doing things knowing that I am accomplishing something. It makes me feel alive and worthy.

So being home alone and not having to do anything at all only makes me over analyze and over think of my life and my future.

You may think that I sound so depressing. But don’t get me wrong, I am a person who always look at the brighter side of everything it’s just that when I woke up today, I suddenly felt low.

But after watching the episode, Meredith’s statement made me realize something.

Life is just happening the way it should be. Even if I do not know all the reasons behind every single thing that happens. I just need to believe.